UNGRATEFUL

The kids of today are so ungrateful. Child1 got to go to Europe expense paid, no parents, no responsibility without her lifting a finger for only $7500 (I’m still paying for it).  The next trip is to Australia, which is $8000 and she has done nothing to help pay for it.  I told her over a month ago to start fundraising or at least come up with a plan.  She thought mommy was going to pay for it.  Well, last night she had the audacity to ask me if she was going and that they get a $250 early credit.  Not a lick of fundraising, not a list of things to do, nothing, NOTHING.  I said No!

Now she’s giving me attitude.  I’m really sick of all of them.

Tuesday, June 21

A day before summer- YAY, I guess. I rather sleep my summers away in Great OLE TX. Why do we have to live in one of the hottest states? It’s good for the spouse but not good for me. I didn’t have this stinkin problem if we stayed up north, but ‘no it’s too cold for me’ (sissy haha and I’m complaining about the heat). Child3 is falling asleep at my feet (yes, he’s on the floor). I know it’s been awhile but I had to handle my bizness first-my health. Well gotta go, child3 is up, time to play mama.

Dumb thing

You don’t watch ‘All the Lovely Bones’ when ur 1st born is off to Europe without u. I guess the motherly part of me is kicking in & I’m missing her already.

FW: why

Why do fat people take the elevator?

Wednesday, May 11

It’s been awhile but life is crazy again.  Don’t think because you have an illness the rest of the world stops.  No, it’s still hectic and life goes on…. Child3 loves saying “ma” and it’s driving me mad.  Child1 is in her own world and think she is grown.  Child2 is a pain and one day I foresee him in prison.  My sis is out there ignoring the world and not paying her bills.  Oh, did I tell you life is grand.  Child3 is on the “ma” trip so gotta go…until next time…same bat channel…

SUNDAY, April 10

Up at crack of dawn & watched Day of the Dead. Not bad. But at 5 in the morning anything is good as long as something good is on. Child3 watched it with me a bit scared. I guess so for a baby. Scattered pain in various places but nothing I can’t handle. Nice out. I’m in the shade but okay feeling. Maybe the Tysabri is working, I couldn’t endure the outside this long before.

I have Multiple Sclerosis. It DOESN’T have me!

voiceswithoutfaces:

MS symptoms result when an immune-system attack affects myelin, the protective insulation surrounding nerve fibers of the central nervous system.

(via shadowofasoul)

Wednesday, April 6th

Wonderful PT workout this morning and learned that there is a muscle on my right hip that presses against my sciatica nerve causing me pain.  I can only do as much as my body can take without putting me in pain.  

I love me and I signed three birth certificates so I have to honor that signature and be here to raise them, educate them, mother them, teach them about defeat -the horror that is around us everyday and how to survive.  I am a mother, so MS bring it on.

OMG, Thomas the train is an obsession of child3.

Monday, April 4

Let’s start at the beginning…the beginning of the day.  I overslept and knew I would never make my appointment.  So, I called - before my teeth were even brushed - and tried to reschedule for later in the day but they had no appointments until tomorrow at 3:30pm, so I took it.

Then I go to work and stop for food first.  As I go to my desk, I notice the decorations and say mothertrucker (trying to stop cursing) then say a few choice words all the way to my desk.   It’s decorated, not small decoration, balloons, circus colors and my picture as a gypsy (see following post).  Oh, how I love my friends.  It was lovely and insulting, it cheered me up right away. (tired…to be continued…)